Subconsciously you want to be a victim
inconvenient truth about codependency
what I'm about to say might seem harsh
the reason you're not willing to entertain monitoring your internal self talk is...
the reason you're unwilling to undertake anything that will actually make your life easier is...
You want something and your sub conscious does not
It's irrelevant if you want, if you intellectually want to have better relationships with others, have a better relationship with yourself
Your sub conscious wants OTHERWISE
if it wants something and you don't... YOU LOOSE
the reason you want to have a nemesis, the reason you want to live in a constant state of being afflicted by outside forces vexing you is...
you really want something to complain about
if you were to do anything to